#I think I’m gonna have to delete the tumblr app again tho

[magpie-to-the-morning]

Today in self care achievements:

Called my spine/pain doctor to see about getting a steroid injection for my neck

Called to start the intake process with a neurologist for my migraines

Emailed almost a dozen therapists to see if anyone is accepting new patients and my insurance

[icharchivist]

cries think I made my ask too long so like half of it got deleted bc I typed it right into the askbox. anyways. I come bearing a3 thoughts! at first i was gonna watch the spring/summer and autumn/winter ones and then give my thoughts on both but. turns out i had too many thoughts lol? which i shouldve expected but i actually kind of... got bored by the first two chapters of this event! so i skipped and went to the stranger. and then went back. (1/?)

and then i got to like "tsuzuru and kazunari are having a fight?" and jumped on that like a starving wolf bc helllll yeah! i rly adored kazunari in sardine search, i think he was great! hes just so nice and has good vibes. he and taichi are kind of similar i feel? but i think their respective ages contribute to a lot of difference in their characters. why does it feel like this askbox limit personally wants me dead. (2/?)

anyways! i rly enjoyed the improv scene devolving to a real fight. admittedly i was kinda surprised that the content of that improv wasnt rly too similar to their actual fight? like normally a3 has the story of the play run parallel to like the actual real character drama so i thought the improv might function as the play in this event... it was still good tho. the scene i mean. (3/?)

also i rly liked tenma ragging on them afterwards. like he was mean but. first i adore tenma. second he just felt like. a different meddling type to muku lol? like the vibes he gave me were always like... im going to be a considerate leader and watch out for the ppl under me! therefore im gonna make sure theyre doing fine! aggressively. i think tenmas also just like a friendly person who likes to take care of others in general? like im not saying hes omi or anything but just like. (4/?)

that time he offers his car ride to juza so they can go to school together like hes surprisingly open compared to his initial prickliness. also ive got thoughts abt the tenma juza SSR conversation thing i read. one day ill make a tenma and juza fic and complete a trifecta haha... but thats something for another day! back to the actual story. the way tsuzuru dives right in after kazunari! that was so nice. like its easy to see how much they care abt each other. (5/?)

to the point where like even while theyre fighting theyre like angry but still like fairly quiet bc i think theyre both at least trying to be considerate of each other. ah the moment kazunari didnt respond to tsuzuru trying to talk to him i KNEW he was sick tho. felt proud of myself for calling that one but also the reason i knew is bc i have used the "character being sick during an argument causing them both to make up with each other" trope myself before so uh. like recognizes like haha. (6/?)

anyways the cg there was fuckin beautiful like kazunari looks so sad in the middle bit but then u see his shy smile? like hes sick but hes also like. happy to be there. idk. lovely. i adore kazu i think hes just deeply sweet to other people. tsuzuru telling him "you make everyone around you feel as bright and cheery as the things you design” is so wonderful too (7/?)

now im thinking. ah tsuzuru probably feels quite drained after a script and such (i know i am when i finish any piece--its like the emotions just rush out of me) so i like to think that like yknow. kazunari dropping by his room or whatever helps him set himself back to normal! but also when tsuzurus like oh u left ur magazines here! i suddenly remembered. wait shit kazunari and tsuzuru arent even roommates. wonder how much they bother masumi lmaooo. anyways overall very good story! (8/?)

some more thoughts: itaru and citron were so cute in this event! just like. citron saying itaru winking makes his heart skip a beat and itaru quoting citrons wrong sayings (which. i am also guilty of today i told my brother "we'll jump that bridge when we cross it" so) also i love how yuki is like "thank god i wasnt partnered with that hack" but like. yuki. u could literally just not talk about him. like its so funny to me yuki is like wow i hate tenma but he wont shut up abt him haha (9/?)

i also was a lil taken aback at hearing itaru go "for the lulz" tbh... like it fits him. but im mad it fits him? anywaysss thats all i had for this one! im gonna watch autumn/winter and go say my thoughts on that soon. sorry the ask was so broken up, idk what happened!

OLA FRIEND! Glad to see your thoughts again omg :3c

tho omg the fact tumblr deleted it all + the ask limit was all so evil D: poor friend.

I'm putting my answer under a read more because. Well. *waves hand* it got long.

The non-play events can be perhaps a little harder to get into because unlike the plays events that you start with a clear idea of at least the main plot (re: "they are preparing a play, i know the leads so i know who it will focus on"), non-plays events take a little longer to first set up what event they're participating in, how to prepare for it, and then bring up the conflict and which characters are going to have something to do with said conflict. So i can understand that they're a little harder to get into when we know the plays awaits.

On top of that, the first few events still were a bit tame because since it was early when the app released, i think they didn't go too heavy at once in case some people were still stuck on earlier chapters (esp since especially Winter is hard to unlock)

ANYWAY glad that it sucked you in on the second read :3c

So glad you were invested in that conflict!

Totally agreeing with you about Kazunari, and very good point about Taichi as well! they aren't the Puppy Pair for nothing :'D (Yuki took one look at both of them together and just Knew. His suffering knows no end (lovingly)). But yeah i think they have a lot in common, they both are the really bright and friendly figure, both also started in overcompensating a bit because both wanted to be popular in some ways.

But we do have, on one hand, Kazunari who wanted that rather late in his life while Taichi always thrived for that, the fact Kazunari made friends easily and it's just that he was scared of getting to the next level, while Taichi always struggled with this quest for popularity. In a way too both of them were at least scared to share a part of them, Kazunari worrying to show his thoughts, and Taichi being a spy and all of that... which impacts them really differently considering the guilt it puts on Taichi. And then you add their age into the mix, especially the fact Kazu is the oldest of his troupe and Taichi the youngest of his, it makes them fairly similar all while being fairly different.

both are so interesting to me and i love them bothhh, so it's always nice to see them have focus.

admittedly i was kinda surprised that the content of that improv wasnt rly too similar to their actual fight? like normally a3 has the story of the play run parallel to like the actual real character drama so i thought the improv might function as the play in this event

i love how you are seeing the patterns a3 tends to do it's so neat!

It's true the fight isn't really similar to their actual fight, though i do love that they had "swapped" their personality for the act and ended up insulting each other for theirr swapped personality. Like, Kazunari insulted part of himself in Tsuzuru's character and Tsuzuru did the same?? and then the fight escalated and the way Kazunari broke character hurts bc it's really that Tsuzuru hit where it hurts. But yeah it still wasn't too relevent to their actual fight, though i think the thing is that their fight was as such mostly because they tend to clash often due to their personalities rather than just this singular reason why, so to have the play go more "it's their personalities the problem" kinda hurt lol. But yeah still agreed that it didn't reflect much on the plot itself

I was rereading the improv bit to answer correctly and man since we're going to talk about Tenma next, i just. Love that when Kazunari, breaking character, his eyes sad, tells Tsuzuru "you have no rights talking to me like that..." it then cuts on Tenma being upset. Bc like. Exactly like you say, he wants to look out for the people under him. and like. Kazunari is his friend. A friend he also snapped at once and insulted for being who he was, so he probably could have relived a bit of his fight with Kazunari seeing those two fights; Except that now Kazunari is one of his closest friend and he doesn't like that.

Also like. It was also because he could still hide under the plot of the improv but it's so rare, and it never happened before that point, that Kazunari stands for himself in a "the way you treat me is unfair"? Like again re: his fight with Tenma, when Tenma snapped at him, while Tenma was unfair with him, Kazunari took the blame, called himself annoying and all yaknow?

The fact Kazunari is starting to accept that he can take more place for himself is something the whole Summer Troupe have been trying to help him work on, but especially Tenma. Tenma is always there trying to push Kazunari to say what he means, to express his feelings, to stop hiding.

And for once, Kazunari does that in front of everyone... and it's because he's breaking because of his fight with Tsuzuru.

I think Tenma probably felt it was even more of a reason to get involved like, this is the thing he's been working on with Kazunari about, and now he's being all hurt about it, not on Tenma's watch!

And i totally agree with your take on Tenma! (and would LOVE to read the Tenma and Juza fic once you get to it :3c). I think, Tenma is really caring and is trying to take a place as a caretaker and all, but unlike Omi, he has absolutely no reference for it.

Omi is the eldest of multiple brothers and everything indicates his parents have always been lovely to him. Add to it how he ended up leader of a delinquent crew he was clearly looking after, Omi has a history of taking care of people, of nurturing them, and he knows what he's doing. Meanwhile Tenma grew up on TV sets, mostly surrounded by adults and not by people his age, mostly getting advice from being ordered around by directors i think. And his parents are distant, hyperfocused on their job, not really nursing with him. So Tenma meanwhile really didn't have a family emotional support and was in situation where he couldn't befriend other kids his age. His only reference was probably Igawa (his agent) and i think for a long time he didn't exactly see it, and Igawa remained mostly professional so there was probably the idea of it not being sincere? That Tenma had to grow out of.

So like, they're both extremely nurturing and caring, but my point is that Omi has experiences in it and is at ease with it, while Tenma has been so alone and in places were he had no support system that even if he wants to support others, he still struggles with how to do it because he has no set exemple. And that's his development in the main story arc, to learn from how Izumi shows she cares in order to care back at them all.

Like i mean the way Tenma yelled at them about their mistakes at first feel like he would have picked it up from some directors on TV set yaknow? Probably hearing them say that with no consequences on others actors, seeing it worked, didn't think "that's an abuse of power and the actors probably all think badly of their director for that" but "wow that works", tried it on his troupesmates and realized this is... not how that works. And it's spending time watching how Izumi encourages them that have him fix his way to approach it.

So yeah i got lost too into it but like. I feel you on Tenma i love him so much and i love his development so to see him get pissed and involved there? was really nice. even if he was aggressive about it. He's still learning.

ANYWAY back to Tsuzuru and Kazunari, totally agree with what you say next. They still care a lot about each other and yeah they're at a point where this consideration they have for each other make their anger more quiet than trying to attack one another (Banri could NEVER-). so yeah totally agree with you!

DLKFJDLKF i LOVE the reasoning on "recognizing that Kazunari was sick". Your writer's powers making you see through... *coughs* unlike Tsuzuru....

AND YEAH ALL YOU SAY ABOUT THE CG.. YEAH. Kinda crying thinking about it again now LDKJFLKDJF It's just. Everything about it is so soft and tender. The things Tsuzuru tells Kazunari are soo so sweet sobs. They're just adorable i love those kids. and also i feel you for Kazu he's just that great huh?

The whole set up about Kazu dropping by his room is so so cute! I love it! Like probably the very first time Tsuzuru braces himself because "oh no i'm not in the mood to stand mister hyperenergy himself" but Kazunari quickly adjust his energy so that Tsuzuru can just recharge without being overwhelmed. Yes it would drive Masumi completely nuts. Which i think is a plus for Tsuzuru like, hey, if Masumi gets annoyed once in a while it's a win. But yeah also i think that Tsuzuru and Kazunari should really have the Artistic Soldiarity of Students in Art school Probably Working Until Very Late To Complete Their Projects. Would love if at the end Tsuzuru gave it back yaknow?

but yeah their story was really nice i'm so glad you liked it! :D

oh god yeah Itaru and Citron were SO cute in it too, i also love the comments Citron makes about Itaru's winks. Just there flirting in front of everyone like those two embarrassing friends huh. (probably with Muku being all starry eyes considering he greatly admires both Itaru and Citron and, well, Romance.). And yeah i love how Itaru ends up so much into Citron's rhythm (and this idiom you said? is glorious actually, 10 points for you)

DLKFJDLKF what a call out toward Yuki. "yes i hate Tenma,no i won't shut up about him, also if YOU say you hate Tenma i'm going to stab you with my needles, have a nice fucking day.". I love their dynamics so much aha

And yeah Itaru is there cursing us the whole time with the fact he's the greatest nerd ever and it fits him perfectly. It makes me laugh so hard.

Thank you so much for having shared your thoughts there! it's always a blast to read through them and i dearly enjoyed it! (+ it makes me relive the event a little and it makes me soft!)

I'm so glad you enjoyed it! So glad you had so many thoughts about all of this, what a blast.

thank you for sharing, and looking forward the Autumn/Winter reactions :3c

Take care!

[awolfnamedluna]

Oh yeah I was gonna send you a song. Here ya go. Not a rickroll, I promise

Alpha. the feel is very much Alpha. also the lyrics too. THIS IS A GREAT SONG AND ITS GOING ON HER PLAYLIST

Also Ash. It has their vibes.

the guy singing also kind of sounds like how Cameron would to me

EVERYTHING UNDER THE CUT BECAUSE THIS RIDICULOUSLY LONG

The first verse has much of the feel of Evelyn: "Shadows fall over my heart, I black out the moon, I wait for you to come around, You got me dancing in the dark (dancing in the dark) I've closed my eyes, But I won't sleep tonight"

"Baby, you should come with me, I'll take you to the dark side, Me and you, you and me, Do bad things in the night time, Baby, you should come with me, And we can kill the lights, Hit the lights, let it blackout, blackout, Hit the lights, let it blackout, blackout (woo!)"

You should read what the arsots says about his lyrics! it fits very well with Alpha

it also fits with Maxena, Ash, Maxilla and Emily

it shows how much they have been through and how they have survived specifically: "Black bird, black moon, black sky, black light. Black, everything black. Black heart, black keys, black diamonds. Blackout, black, everything black. Black, everything, everything. All black, everything, everything. All black, everything, everything. All black, everything, everything black"

Frostbite (Star Wars)

that also fits with Frostbite not because she is partially a grey jedi, because she has seen her friends die in the purge. She had to leave her friends behind like Rex and Wolffe. She was never able to find Wolffe after him and the other tried to kill her. She was severely hurt emotionally since she lost her adoptive father, Plo Koon, in the purge. She also lost alot of her friends (clones) and had to flee to safety.

It hurt her to leave Rex like that but she had to.

Ash (Terminator)

Her having no choice but to leave her home at 17 and try to survive on her own. She had to leave because of her mother who turned into a severe drug addict, what didn't help was that she snuck out frequently to stay with friends to be able to have a somewhat normal life. She would be gone for days on end and everytime she returned her mother would beat her. Her father did too but realized soon that it is useless and let Dariya be. Oh his beloved Dariya, he loved her so much. It was hard for him to tell her to leave. It was a hard choice but a good one. Ash doesn't know what happened to her parents after she left. (rumor has it both of them died. others say that only her mother died due to overdosing. but those are just rumors.... 😏😏) She loved her father greatly, he tought her how to use various guns for self defence.

She adored her father, she always listened to whatever he talked about whenever he came home from being in duty in the Russian military. She also helped him with his alcohol consumption since she didn't want him to end up like her mother. She got him a week sober before she had to leave.

He brought Jackson back home one day efter he came back. He found the poor thing abandoned in some ruins. He wasn't a fit for a military dog so her father volunteered to take him home. Jackson can and will protect Ash when time comes.

Maxena (Witcher)

All she knows is that she was adopted by a cult of witches and that she was an orphan. They tought her magic and how to survive, but ultimately she is the sole survivor of the massacre. She is still being hunted and has a territory where she lives in that is supposedly: "The Black Wolf's territory"

She got the nickname: 'little black pup' from one of her mother figures in the cult and funny enough can turn into a black dire wolf. She also got that nickname from her golden eyes and jet black hair.

One of the teachings in the cult is to 'never look a Witcher in the eye' and another to 'never trust a Witcher' because 'they will put you in a trance if you look into their eyes and use you as they please' and 'they betray anyone who is foolish enough to trust them'

I just realized one of the lyrics is "Black bird" and she has a black hawk named Axel who patrols her territory to make sure it is safe to gather food and materials. He also will warn her if anyone is in their territory.

Maxena trusts nothing and no-one. She is still being hunted. Especially as 'The Black Wolf' which eventually leads to Geralt entering her territory and well that's a story for another time.

Maxilla (BOCW)

She has been in the Spetznaz and in the Russian Military for many years and knows what it can do to you. She has lost lots friends from years of serving.

Perseus eventually recruited her and her best friend Viktor into his Perseus ring. She also knows about his daughter, Valencia, who has disappeared, she along with a squad went to look for her. But as the rest these they came up empty handed.

Then Arash betrayed her due to 'Perseus thinking too highly of her' (bro who wouldn't she is a seasoned Spetznaz and Military soldier)

She was betrayed by Adler at Solovetsky too. She will forever be grateful for Viktor finding her before she died on that mountain. She is now looking forward to meeting Adler again and teaching him a lesson for throwing away such a skilled person.

Emiliana (BOCW)

She is being looked for by her father's people. She left for a reason yet he continues to search for her.

She doesn't stand by what he does. She believes that he is wrong, so she ran away and eventually joined the C.I.A to try and stop people who are like her father.

She did like Bell, it's a shame that she had to be killed, but it was for her own good. Bell was probably her favorite safe house member other than Lazar.

She is basically being actively being hunted down by her father, for what reason? she doesn't know. She only knows is that she cannot be found.

Alpha (MW2019)

She has lots of trauma. as I have stated lots of times. I went into lots of detail about it here

and apparently I didn't save my draft and I forgot what I said what I do remember is:

Erica playing this song to Barry and telling him more about Alpha and her story and them doing little scenarios! and listening to music! which is just cool

yes I have given an oc partial ownership of another oc. but I feel like it fits!

Erica has Alpha and Barry plays Price. it just makes sense

also something along the lines of

that's basically their stories and trauma

I don't remember I'm a dumbass :/

FUUCK! I discrobes they way I visually see the song (with Alpha) and that got deleted! FUCK YOU TUMBLR! stupid app not saving my draft

hey atleast it didn't delete the whole post

that would've been the wort thing ever

I did screenshot some parts tho bc my internet got a bit funky but it was all good eventually

unfortunately no screenshots of the end of this post's draft before it got deleted :/

[kalofi]

psa

hey everyone!!! i hate to feel like im complaining or whining , but lately i've just been feeling burnt out with this whole content creator thing. the stuff i work rly hard on gets like 103 notes with 19 of those being reblogs, and the stuff i dont care about and whip up quickly gets 1000+ notes. it's just... it's frustrating.

it's not just that tho. i've been feeling like this for almost a couple months now, where drawing feels like more of a burden than something im doing for fun. everytime i post i feel more... dissapointed. than i do excited

so i'm just gonna take a break from tumblr. idk how long, maybe a couple of days. maybe weeks. i'm just gonna..stop using the app. i won't delete any of my asks, hopefully i can get to those whenever i might come back. if you message me regularly through here im really sorry. i just. i think i need time to do art without feeling that i have to post it in order to get validation. im just gonna draw for myself for a while.

so, goodbye for now! i love you all so much! i'll see you again whenever i decide im ready to come back! 🥰💋

[cire-louise]

This is gon be my first post for 2021. I don’t even know how to start this so let me just tell you a glimpse of what I’ve been doing lately.

Oh before that, can we first appreciate my love for the Tumblr app? I’m here since 2011, omg. I know, I know.

I don’t regularly post here ever since I had my Twitter account y’know, daily rants, daily tweets. But man, I don’t have the guts to delete this app.

Anyway, how are you? I hope y’all are doing good! If you’re going through something, we all are. So close your eyes, pause, and breathe. Everything’s gon be okay soon.

Me? I’m taking my time to reflect on what has been happening lately. Trying to understand my different emotions and abrupt actions.

I’m not far different from you or anyone else. We’re all the same persons trying to survive life. I am as confused as you when it comes to understanding why things happen. And, I do question the universe too if my parallel self doing good?

If I’m to compare how emotionally and mentally stable I am today, it’s way better than the past few years. I’ve learned to managed my depression. Gone are the days I battled with my suicidal thoughts because I thought it was an option. It never was and will never be. Gone are the days I’ll cry myself to sleep and feel worthless. I’ve learned to love myself more than ever.

I still get nightmares sometimes tho. But maybe that’s when I think too much of something I’m no control of. Or, when I get too angry or sad over a situation I’m not supposed to overthink.

Physically, not so fit. I’m low of blood, and underweight. My weight has been a problem since day 1 thus I managed to control my blood pressure before. Bad habits will kill me.

January passed by real quick, I don’t remember much detail aside from being promoted to the escalations team. The only promotion I didn’t appreciate at first. Welp, Supervisor role isn’t a bad thing after all.

February was fun. I celebrated my anniversary together with my boo on valentine’s day. I got quarantined for 14 days after so I had enough time to watch Lord Of The Rings and The Hobbit.

This month is full of adventures. Went to Lake Bensis and finally broke my hiatus in Wordpress. Yes, I started blogging my travels again. Last weekend, we camped in Mt. Kan-irag and I’m gon write a blog abt it too.

My life sounds perfect bc I only talked abt the positive things which I should only focus at. But it’s just a coverup for the ugly things my life has.

I’ve been dealing with disrespectful relatives, too. Trying to balance my anger and relationship with them to avoid gaslighting our cold wars. It’s pretty obvious that they stopped liking my boyfriend. We can’t please everyone but it’s crazy how their treatment changed suddenly.

I am so pressured with PWC. I never liked the idea of joining bc (1) I have a very limited knowledge about the real photography (2) I just started taking photos using a digital camera (3) I only said yes bc I was asked twice.

Now, it gets real. The themes were rolled out. Deadline is coming. And I don’t feel any support at all from the ppl who encouraged me to join. I somehow think it’s my fault bc I said yes, but I want to backout. Don’t get me wrong. I’m willing to learn but from who? Who’s willing to teach me? No one.

I’m supposed to be working right now but I’m sure my mind is gonna be flying somewhere and I won’t be able to concentrate so I didn’t login.

Oh, I think I wrote enough already for a three months worth update. My TA is open for y’all.

xoxo

[scara-meow-che]

kanaa :((

i saw you were feeling burned out from a lot of things and i think it's best for you to take a week or 2 off. i'm rlly rlly worried. you're vv busy and you're writing. pls it's okay to have a break from tumblr. maybe it's best if you delete the app for now and come back when you're feeling better.

but you don't have to do this if you don't want to! i know you love this blog and your nonnies but your physical, mental and emotional health comes first. things are gonna be a bit better, little by little. i know it's hard rn but it will get better. i love you yk? so pls pls take a few weeks off. i feel like you're pushing yourself too much and it's stressing you out.

again, it's okay if you don't do this.

nonie 🥺 i'm sorry if i'm this stubborn but 🥺🥺🥺 my mental health depends on how much time i spent here because this app is one of the three apps that gives me the daily serotonin that i need 🥺

just this week, i'll try to ... not write more ... um... 🥺😥😔 okay, just this week tho 🥺 i really don't want to worry you all but i think i'm just too stubborn for my own good :<

[dreamlikeapsycho]

I saw the max facts (pun intended 😂) you did for that question a while ago. So I was wondering if maybe you could tell us some more facts about Max it doesn’t have to be anything too detailed but anything you know would be nice to know, pretty please 😊

Okay... RANDOM FACTS ABOUT MAX - PART 2

I went on deep analysis mode this time to try and say all of Max's little nice and cute moments I know of.. Pls take notice, tho!! I'm not trying to flex or anything, I'm just a simple peasant girl on Maximilian's kingdom for a long time and it happens I have FBI blood in my veins 😭 so It's all gather on my brain and hard drive lol SO! I'm just answering this ask with a lot of thought and care so you can know more about Max and how he is even more awesome than you think!!! (And just in text form, cause Max doesn't need to be tagged on more personal stuff on IG (there’s too much illegal fishing at my tumblr pond already! 👏). It’s probably weird to know certain things, yes, but at least I'm respectful, I'll never bother him with this kind of stuff). Well, enjoy the bible below to end up knowing very little about him, still haha.. Just some more small facts.

- Max was at a barbecue just yesterday. It was someones birthday from the set of his new movie. He drank his beer, like usual, idk about the meat.. there was wurst and chicken.. I'm not sure if he's trying to be a vegetarian or not (after that thoughtful video he posted) 🤔.. maybe he didn't eat it, I don't know!!

- a little while before the start of this shooting, he was at the Baltic Sea filming for the series he's gonna be in (just one episode again! Don't get your hopes too high lol he's gonna be a security guard who disappears mysteriously, so....)

- He helped his friend renovate his house a few weeks ago!! How could I forget that on the first post.. Then, he had to go to Hesse for the movie shooting, and his friend had to call another friend to come help him lmao damn

I think I could describe some videos I have then... at least there's some cool and funny stuff. (Friends himself tagged in the past and cast friends)

- Max's dad went to the same uni as him. Also, he voiced a police officer on the phone in a short film Max wrote and directed all by himself (he didn't act on it, but he was also another police officer over the phone haha). Another thing, his dad made the official music for one of his plays.

- The falafel day.. his friend was taking a piss filming Max at the shop from afar and zooming in, saying "omg, guys! I found Noah from Dark! He's right there buying falafel" lmao, then, Max is just standing there looking all wonderful with his perfect hair and such, moving his hands, scratching his chin, ordering his food, and his friend talks some more, doing like a rough Max voice "yeah yeah, I'll have that one. Good, yeah". 😂

- the day he went to take a walk in nature. His friend asks him for a cigarette, he is denied, he goes to take it anyway, Max slams his cup of tea on the table and tries to take his cigarette back and it's all black and they're just laughing lmao (I love his laugh btw, so giggly!)

There was storys posted by Max himself.. so, maybe you saw it, but it's from before dark s3 came out.

- The pigeon storys. He filmed two pigeons chasing each other at the station, one always running from the other and he captioned "me trying to flirt" haha

- He screen recorded an ad for an app that deletes people from pictures and made some joke too, I can't remember exactly what he wrote, smt like "when you break up, but still wants to keep the picture" lol also, he unfollowed like 5 people that week after posting that... hm 👀

- he posted a video of him walking in the dark with really cold wind.. you can only see his hair flying around. Also, with a mask on, another chasing a cat in a big field, and that one drinking his coffee and eating his yogurt (you most likely saw it already)

- Ohh.. His friend was playing Max's drums the other day!!! Made a lot of jokes, it was obvious he was messing around in Max's room (maybe they live together, maybe he just waters the plants lol idk). Some of the jokes were "I've been playing this drums since 1921" and "the drums and me are a perfect pair, don't ever believe otherwise". I wonder what Max said to him.. he can't do anything about it, he's not in Berlin hahah. He has a little giraffe in his room, and other home decors (you can see it on his drumming video on his own IG)

- he likes to read on longer train rides.

- there's a video of him screaming inside a wardrobe after being jumped by a friend and one of him putting lipstick on with the song "I'm a sexy motherfucker" playing in the background hehe we was tagged, it was easy to find when there wasn't much tagged post.

- There's moments of ppl filming something/themselves and he just comes and photobombs it lol he is just like thiss 👏 showing his tongue and doing a funny face and such. One of those I saw it on the IG of a Das Boot cast member I actually already followed before.

- this group was such a blast. There's a few pictures, one of them he's in a dress, he has white stockings on til his thighs, heels and all haha lovely

- His improv-group.. he was almost in tears singing "I believe I can fly" with the group on their last day.. But he was happy! A mix of emotions. He loves everyone, he expresses his love a lot to people in general, he says it and adds heart emojis to make sure haha you can see his comments going on IG of his cast friends, especially from Das Boot (I followed a lot of the guys). So, about always commenting something funny on people's posts.. I didn't saved those, so I forgot most of it, but one I remember was that someone posted a video of a hailstorm and he was like "what are u doing, free ice!! Go grab them" hahaha

- Max has that Noah picture where he's peaking by a wall (you know that one Baran posted) printed and framed! 👏

- Things he’s pretty much always with: his backpack and his big headphones (it's always on his neck. At almost every picture, from every year, with different people etc. I was confused when he had normal headphones at his farm storys. Maybe he forgot them in Berlin 😭. Besides those, his rings, necklaces and bracelets (always, for years and years! Same ones, even). He uses frequently on premieres, as I saw it. Sometimes they also show up on his characters in his one-episode works!! Hahah is so nice when that happens. You can notice this on my screencaps.

- that pic of him that is everywhere now (with glasses, holding a bottle of champagne), I posted that months ago.. There's 2 more pics and 1 video. One pic, he is pretending the automatic lighter that's on the table is a Harry Potter wand (but I think I cropped the table, right.. I can't remember). This was actually posted by Max himself and he tagged his friend who took it. I went to see if they posted smt and there was a picture where he is literally biting the cork of that bottle off with his teeth Lmaoo, and one video.. he is talking on the phone trying to block the view with his feet.. this man!!

- he really doesn't care about buying too much unnecessary clothes and shoes and stuff. He is mindful of his things and the environment!! 

- there's a video of him on the set of Der Zauberlehrling, I need to recall where I got that from (maybe I could share this one. I'm not sure), he is messing with the broom and someone asks him "hey Max, what's that animal?" and points to the fluffy microphone. He says "it's a fucked up coala bear" (in english) 😂

Again.. I can't say names or anything, cause ppl are not mindful! Like.. I know I'm probably weird, but only for myself and my FBI office LOL I don't go over there and follow/reply to all these people’s posts and storys or take their videos and tag Max on them, this is just not.... nah. I'll always be respectful (yeah, some older stuff has gifs, cause he had like 10k followers, and 5 fans on tumblr lol But i never sent/tag him in anything personal directly.. that’s why i only posted on tumblr for the past year, in fact! I never thought things would be the way they are now a year later.. so, newer stuff it's not posted/gif nor ever will). I don't want him to be weirded out and like, disappear from IG!! I think about these things.. when people are being weird and stuff towards him. I don’t know how ppl don’t think about this when tagging him recklessly in random pictures and videos!!!

I wish he had more interviews, so we could know more proper stuff about him. (The few interviews he has are translated on my IG highlight. There's still an 8min interview missing there, cause I'm contemplating about being more of a bother to german speaking people, since I only have basic german..

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pls i beg of u to draw more happy sydney carton i was thinking of doing an edit for him and there isn’t enough fan art for the underrated bean and just i clicked into ur page and saw this v cute charles darnay and sydney carton art and i was so in love 🥺

So like, I realize this is a very very late reply, but I just want to preface this with that I’m a dumbass. So many months ago my tumblr app was crashing like crazy, so I deleted it and went to redownload it, when low and behold, it wasn’t on the App Store. I remembered a while back that apple got rid of it on the App Store and then the NSFW ban happened, so I figured that they never put it back on the App Store. I then recently decided to finally update my phone because, again, I’m a dumbass who can’t function like a normal adult and put off updating it for a while. And yeah, I just got the app back.

I didn’t expect there to be so many people reblogging my art and like, actually care about my content??? It’s wack. But yeah, to answer your question, I’d love to do that. Tho I’ll have to sparksnote the book a bit to remember some content lol, I drew that piece when I was like 16 and I’m 22 now, so it’s been a while. Also I have a lot of she-ra art that I’m probably gonna post soon bc I’m still crying over how wonderful the finale was.

Anywho, this was a very long winded answer to just say that I’m a dumbass and I’m glad to be back, and thank you for requesting this!

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kinktae? i think you meant the sweetest & loveliest person ever 🥺💞💓

Anonymous said: rose deserves all the love and more rt if you agree 🤠

(warning: oodles of precious and dear anons under the cut)

yooniversus said: i faqing luv u (hehe get it) 💕💕💕🥺💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🥺💕❤️💫💕💫💜💕💜💕💜💕💕💜💕💜💜💜💜 ok soddy i was just bored 

Anonymous said: i dont usually interact with fic writers but ur work is out of this world!!!!! the way you write dialogue makes it seem casual and natural flowing like how you would talk to a friend :)) connecting to the main character has never been a challenge for me, but with your writing its like i am the character instead of just some reader. i hope that you never stop writing as long as it brings you joy, and that this message makes you smile (even just a lil' bit) luv u!!

worldclasscassy said: i am so geeked over ur writing 🥰🥺

Anonymous said: uwu punch me daddy

Anonymous said: ur deada$$ one of the best writers on here, i don’t make the rules sis 🙈

into1995 said: heelo! sending all my love! 🥰 you have such a beautiful soul, please take care! we are here for you always. 💕

dejayoon said: take your time lovey! you deserve a break💜

Anonymous said: imagine waking up every day knowing ur rose...PHEW!! wish i could be that lucky 😪😪

lovesic-eunoia said: hey, sweetie. i know your anxiety has been making you feel like crAP and i'm here to tell you that it really does get better❤️, there's always gonna things that make you wanna quit trying to get better, but don't give up. anxiety doesn't rule your life, you do. i wish you the best through all of the ups and downs. you're a precious piece of life. much love ❤️❤️

Anonymous said: I love you

Anonymous said: saw u on my dash and my heart went lub dub

Anonymous said: I hope you take some time to yourself and enjoy hiatus! We love you!

evilkookie said: Your health is way more important than anything!! I wish only good and positive things for you and you feel better, take as long as you need for your Hiatus 💝💝

Anonymous said: I dont know if I'm late but take care of yourself bby! Health always comes first and I hope you'll be enjoying your time outside of tumblr! Will miss you but love you so much bby! -Bunny

miss-peys said: Hope all is well! I myself had to take a step back from school because my mental health was terrible! Hope everything is going okay in your personal life! Can’t wait for you to come back to tumblr, but please come back when YOU feel ready not because others want you to come back! Sending positive vibes your way! Can’t wait for you come back💜💜💜💜

Anonymous said: Rose my darling dearest I just wanted to let you know I’m thinking of you and I hope you’re doing well 💜💫☁️

Anonymous said: hi jared ilu xoxoxo

Anonymous said: I love u and I hope ur taking care of yourself and staying hydrated!!

googie-kook said: How are you doing lovely? Miss you loads and hope you’re feeling better! Love from London! 🇬🇧 💓💓💓💓💓

Anonymous said: hi bby! im just coming in to tell you i love you! and you are loved!! and i hope youre taking good care of yourself and doing all those good things to keep yourself happy and healthy!! and im super excited for your spooky fic soon! sending you nothing but the best !!!❤❤❤

Anonymous said: i’m really happy that you’re taking a mental break from social media(tumblr). i had to do that a couple days ago and it really helps. anyways hope you get better and you take time to heal yourself. i love youuuuu🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

Anonymous said: Ur meat is huge, keep going.

Anonymous said: how are you being doing rose? hope you're well

hyzzzan said: I'm glad you're still here 🥰💜

Anonymous said: You are so good and such a cute human bean oof (are we still saying ‘oof’?) it’s really frustrating cause I can’t make u feel the intensity with which I mean it. You are so so so so good, your stories just hit different. Like next level shit. Your characters, stories, yo skills I swear if only I was half as good as you are at writing maybe I would be able to make u feel the intensity of my feelings.. I hope writing these masterpieces brings you as much joy as reading them does to me💕💕

Anonymous said: Your stories are soooo good! I am in love with them.

Anonymous said: I MISSED YOU. seeing the "hiatus" taken off your blog just made me so happy. I hope you're good 🖤 happy Halloween 🦇

Anonymous said: I'm rereading all your fics and I keep falling in love with your writing. Thank you for quality content. Also, I hope you're doing good!

Anonymous said: Hi love! I'm so so sooooooo happy you're back! Hope you had a great break and noe you're feeling better. But take your time with writing, exams come first. I still can't wait to read your new stuff tho! (On a side note, we already talked in private but I'm still shy, sorry) ♥️♥️

Anonymous said: Hi omg are you back?? I missed you 🥺

Anonymous said: rose ur writing is insanely good and whenever im having a ton of anxiety i read ur writing to calm me down so tysm for being the best ever

lorengarcia-yut

said: You're BACK! I'm so happy you're back! I really hope you are feeling good and happy. Just wanted to send you a lil welcome back message with a little love

monohoed said: Hey, hope you been feeling better? I love everything you’ve written so far and just wanted to let you know! I’ve struggled w mental health myself and I empathise ♥️♥️

sydney--chan said: I fr think I might die when you post a fic again like no cap ive missed you and your writing so mUCH🥺🥺🥺

Anonymous said: so heyyy idk how to say it buttt ily~~ ★☆~

Anonymous said: hihi rose ilu sm and i hope ur doing well, pls take care of urself bb 🥺🥺💜

Anonymous said: .........you are like so beautiful

Anonymous said: HEY IM WUV U AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!! 💕💕 I love all your work and I hope the best for you!!!

Anonymous said: ummm ma’am??? you are so beautiful and I am so gay??????

Anonymous said: I followed you on twitter and you are pretty, funny, kind, and creative. Biggest friend crush uwu

Anonymous said: Omg you should be a model. You're so gorgeous, I'm jealous. If I ever met you in real life, my self-esteem will go down. But I love you too much girl 💕

mazeyoongi said: i haven't had much time or interest in reading fics lately because i am so busy between work & college, but every time you post a new story i HAVE to read it. no natter how busy i am or what is going on, i always read your new fics. they are ALWAYS so so so amazing and you manage to keep my interest from beginning to end no matter who or what it may be based on. thank you for giving us such wonderful work. you're amazing! 💓

Anonymous said: You're so pretty I- TAKE MY HEART PLIS I MIGHT JUST MAKE A TWITTER ACCOUNT FOR YOU 🥺🥺😩😩 -Bunny

Anonymous said: wtf the twitter video, jeezus you are freaking stunning

Anonymous said: you‘re so pretty lemme suck your dick, it‘s only fair

Anonymous said: low key your facial structure is like perfect?? i'm kinda jealous?? luv u b

charlie-hatsune said: JUST FOLLOWED YOUR TWITTER AND YOU'RE SUPER PRETTY!!!

dazedaurora said: okay but like how tf is everyone around here so pretty?! you're an absolute doll 💖

i-want-to-bite-your-head-off said: I haven't been on here in a WHILE but hi hope you're doing well and ily uwu

sapphireprinces5 said: Hello!! I just wanted you to know I really love all (and I mean ALL) of your stories. I really want to be a better reader for all of you amazing writers who share their art with us. With so many authors leaving, I really want to do my part better! So, you will definitely see more from me when you update!! Excited to see what you have in store for us ❤️

Anonymous said: Omg hi lovely!!! I just wanted to tell u that you are a precious human being and I hope u know that

ktgguk said: uwu I hope you had a lovely day, don’t forget to drink plenty of water 🧸💗 keep being amazing at what you do!!!

Anonymous said: You’re so consistent through your work and everything you write is a phenomenal masterpiece! I hope you don’t mind me asking, but how do you manage to always get such a high word count per chapter. That probably sounds so dumb and I’m sorry if this wastes your time.

Anonymous said: I LOVE U SO MUCH THANK U FOR ALL UR HARD WORK IN UR WRITING AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

justaregularcrazyfangirl said: So, hm... It's not an ask but i just read what you said about my little review and i just wanted to say that you managed to make me blush 😆 (urgh i'm not used to do this and it shows !) Anyways, i'm happy you found my review interesting 💜 I hope you have a nice day ~ "You nice, keep going" ! (And that's my cue to go and hide somewhere !)

Anonymous said: you're an amazing writer!!!

Anonymous said: pls rose u deserve ALL the love in this universe

Anonymous said: Ma’am!! We are your friends!!! That post was SO CUTE!!! Love U!! My heart is full of love and appreciation for your cute self

Anonymous said: I love you

Anonymous said: i love your stories for one, always have ever since I found you 🥺 you give me most of my inspiration to write and let my creativity flow but it’s so dang hard actually putting the words I want on the pAGE BENDK

Anonymous said: Do you ever read your own fics and be like "Damnnn I'm good"

Anonymous said: Oh are you sick 😥 Get well soon 💜

Anonymous said: Omg you speak French too?!! Is there anything you can’t do?!?! You’re such a smart girl 😭🤧💕

Anonymous said: I think you’re really cool and I wish I could be your friend. ❤️

Anonymous said: 💜💜💜 Hey love, idk if you've already deleted the app or it'll get barried in the inevitable avalanche of asks you're about to receive but I hope you can feel the love I'm sending your way nonetheless. You're my favorite writer and there's so question, i'll be here when you get back. Take as much time as you need and I'm very proud of you for taking the necessary steps to get better. That alone takes strength. I wish you the best of luck. -🌻

Anonymous said: Life is a pendulum between your fics and your ficsrec

Anonymous said: just wanted to slide in here to say i dont really like smutty stories, but damn yours be hittin different and im obsessed, so thank u for sharing ur work with us 🥰🥰

Anonymous said: hi! i’m a reader of your work and well, I completely understand where you’re coming from. exactly. 100%. so you take your time and love yourself like you know you deserve to. I support you!

bugznot said: whenever you decide to come back we’ll be ready with open arms. remember you are powerful but you can only take so much. breaks are necessary and important and i hope you are kind to yourself in this time

Anonymous said: Leaving this message for when you’ll come back: I hope you finally start to love yourself back, you take chances cause you believe in yourself and your abilities, you leap blindly because you have faith in yourself and you know where you stand. I hope you have learnt to love yourself, to demand more of others and you for yourself, because you are worth it. I hope you come back, rejuvenated and free of all those schemes that bring you down. Love you 💕

Anonymous said: Saw your most recent post and wanted to say that I hope you feel better soon. I understand how tough it is when it feels like you’re living a lie, but not to minimize your experience, I’m sure it’ll pass and you’ll feel more comfortable with yourself. We all love you here and are patiently awaiting your return. If you celebrate it, happy holidays! Hopefully it won’t be stressful for you and you get some time to relax! 💕

Anonymous said: take as much time as you need & don’t feel like you HAVE to write just because there are people waiting for updates. your real life & health always comes first but pls know that we’ll be here for you & only want the best for you. We’ll be patiently waiting for you & understand your struggles (or at least I do 🙃). pls keep your friends around you, stay in good surroundings with positive vibes & take care of yourself (& your dog aw). sending all the love to you!!!

peachishiz said: Hey Rose my love Dw u don’t gotta answer just popping in to say I love u so much and I hope ur doing good and stuff 🌸💕

Anonymous said: hi bby, i just wanted to say that i can’t truly say ik what you’re going through, bc every circumstance is different, but i really relate to you & what you’re going through. i teared up a bit bc i’ve had the similar thoughts & feelings (and i still do) but i think being open & vulnerable about it is the first step (& hardest) so i just wanna day i’m proud of you 🥺 i wish i let you know more how much i love and appreciate your fics, but i hope the time you take for yourself is healing 💜 Luv -⭐️

Anonymous said: Hope no matter where you go or what you'll do, you'll be happy with it. Lots of love and best of luck ❤️❤️❤️

Anonymous said: dude honestly , taking that step to take care of yourself makes me extremely proud and i dont even know like that. When i first moved to Miami i think i felt similar to how you do , i held a lot of resentment for myself and the life i led and its a sentiment i dont wish on the worst of my enemies. Im sorry you feel that way , but you know you have the strength to pull yourself out of your slump , and that's quite the feat on its own. Good luck and i hope happiness finds you soon. - A.L.Á

Anonymous said: heeeeey, I hope you take lots of care during ur hiatus. Stay hydrated, eat some tasty food, make yourself a priority, reach out for help when you need to, and life is like a minecraft house, sometimes it gets burned down, sometimes it gets attacked but in the end you always have the opportunity to rebuild something new, that makes you happy and satisfied. u rock, u r wonderful and amazing, ily

Anonymous said: Hi! Just wanted to say that your writing is brilliant. It’s okay to be going through a tough time. I’m proud of you for recognizing that you need a break and taking one. The year is almost over: it’s the perfect time for a lifestyle change or a new beginning. Do what you need to do. We’ll still be here. Love you!

Anonymous said: You’re doing great sweetie! Keep going ♥️♥️

Anonymous said: im not sure if you still have the app or not or if you'll ever see this but i love you 💓 & i know idk you but to see you taking steps toward loving yourself is so beautiful ! im still on that journey myself 🤷🏽‍♀️ & it gets hard but you gave me some newfound energy just now. good luck !

Anonymous said: I am so proud of you. You’re so brave for accepting the fact that you are not okay, and doing something to turn that around. Now you’re walking the path towards betterment. I won’t wish for you to not fall back into that hole, but that when you do, I hope you come out faster and stronger every time. You made my life a thousand times better through your works, I hope through this hiatus, you’ll be able to do that for yourself. I am rooting for you ❤️

sydney--chan said: Hi babie🥺 please take all the time you need for yourself. I am proud of you for taking a step back and realizing you needed change. You are very strong and I cant wait for you to come back better than ever:)

Anonymous said: Ah, baby! Just the fact that you opened up and came with this decision shows that deep inside you care for yourself and you are also really brave. YOU ARE inspirational, your friends aren't lying. So many of us can't stop being stagnant and that's ok too. But you, you are doing so much and you are handling this better than you see it yourself. You are mature enough to see that things are wrong and that you deserve to heal. Everything that's wrong is going to pass. (1/?)

Anonymous said: And the cloudy days are going to be gone. I believe in you and I hope you believe in yourself as well. Treat yourself like you would treat one of the boys, for ex (I know it sounds silly but... lol). Imagine if they were feeling down and if they made mistakes. Wouldn't you forgive them? Make them see that it is ok? Wouldn't you want to cuddle and take care of them? Treat yourself like that, please. Treat yourself like you deserve to be taken care of, because you do. (2/?)

Anonymous said: Try to date yourself, you know. Take yourself on a date, buy you something nice when you can, try not to tell yourself things you wouldn't tell other person (cuz I know you are the kindest to people). And it is ok if somedays you can't handle things the best way, but you're just human and it is okay. Allow yourself to be imperfect. We are all trying hard in this life and we are all making mistakes. I am proud of you for trying. Keep trying to be better for yourself. You are precious and (3/4)

Anonymous said: I hope everything gets better for you as soon as possible. We are cheering you up, also while you're on hiatus. Come back whenever you feel like it and don't feel pressured to please others. YOU are the one who matters here and you're amazing af. We are going miss this bright star that you are but be patient with yourself and take your time. Please, seek a professional and take care of your health. You are lovely and loved. Everything goes, my love ♥♥♥♥ (4/4)

Anonymous said: I love you so damn much❤️

Anonymous said: I'm proud if you, I get that this was a hard decision to take, and you still did it. So, I'm proud of you. You finally understood that you are the n. priority, so please treat yourself like it. Even if you'll be gone for the whole year, I'm still super happy ti hear this. You deserve this, as you said yourself, you deserve the world. I'm sorry to hear that you're not doing good, but I know that you can make it better. Please, remember that you're not on your own: ask for help if you need it. Ily

lorengarcia-yut said: I just read your post and I just want let you know that we support you! Your health comes first, please take all the time you need. I feel for you, cause in a way I understand. Please take of your self! May God bless your life cause it’s gonna get better. Keep going, don’t ever give up, and please keep pushing. You deserve better than what you’re going through. Bless your heart ❤️

Anonymous said: 🌹 I don’t know if you will see this but I completely understand what you are going through. I have depression and social anxiety, and it’s so hard for me to get out of bed in the morning to go to school in a city where I don’t know anyone. I just want you to know that I will always support you and I hope that this time away will help to clear your mind of some negativity and bring you into a new year with hopefully brighter days 💜✨☀️

minigalixies said: i hope you come back feeling better, love ♡ so proud of you making the decision to put YOU first !! it’s a hard, but VERY important, decision that i hope benefits you sO MUCH !! i look forward to seeing your new posts when you feel better mentally + physically !! ♥️

Anonymous said: I hope this break provides you with everything you need. I hope life in general gets easier for you, you deserve it my love. Your mental health is way more important than providing us with content. Please take care of yourself, we'll be here for you if/when you decide to come back. I love you.

Anonymous said: hello im here to state a fact: your writing is perfect

moonchild-love-letter said: Hi, how are you? I hope you're okay. Actually, I hope you're better than okay, I hope you've been eating well, sleeping well, and spending your days chasing your bliss. Your writing is a piece of art, whenever I finish a chapter I always feel so happy and blessed to have found your blog. I hope that happiness returns to you ten folds. I hope your days are filled with love. Thank you for sharing your work. Thank you.

Anonymous said: BABY ROSE YOURE BACK!!!!! I’m ready to spend my 2020 supporting your 10/10 writing and you on your life journey. GONNA SMOTHER YOU WITH KINDNESS AND LOVE 🥰🥰

Anonymous said: i admire u so much for being confident enough to put ur mental health first. school causes me so much stress and anxiety and makes me slip back into my depression so fast. i look up to u so much. im glad ur doing what makes u happy. 🥺

Anonymous said: HAPPY NEW YEAR BBY 💙💙 YOU WERE LITERALLY THE FIRST FEW BLOGS I FOLLOWED AND YOU GOT ME INT HE FEELS SO MANY TIMES AND YOUR THEMES ARE AMAZING AND YOURE AMAZING AND I LOVE YOU YOU SMOL BBY -Bunny

tinievmin said: Okay so you’re my internet older sister now!!! Wow this is so cute 🥺🥺 Take care of your health, eat well, drink water, sleep, and be kind to yourself this year!!! Sending u love!!

Anonymous said: U ARE A BABY 😩😩😩😩😩😩

Anonymous said: WT FFFFFFF ROSE HAPPY NEW YEAR 🌟 u are backkkkk i miss u little bby 🤧💕

Anonymous said: While they say that army’s are toxic, i think I’ve never found so many people sharing one common interest with such an awareness and consciousness about complex concepts like loving yourself. I like to think that BTS deconstructed the cliché of “love yourself” into something more complex and difficult that u would pursue in life bravely, even through struggles, and not just a quote u find on aesthetic pillows. And I think you’re doing just that too with your stories and your journey. thank you💕

Anonymous said: hello! i'm a returning bts writer and so glad to see find you on here still!! i remember reading one of your earliest fics i love you

Anonymous said: You’re so talented!!

Anonymous said: hello miss rose how are you today? I thought id just come over to say hi and i love you so much you beautiful human being. I hope you and your little fur babies are doing well!💜💜💜💜

Anonymous said: hey, idk if you'll even see this, but i just wanted to say i'm in love with all of your fics. i don't even have a tumblr account, i just come to your page from google to read your stuff and see if you're doing well😳 i could say more but that robot verification keeps running out, so hope 2020 treats you well and you're an amazing writer!

pocketfullofsuga said: hey I checked who im following and it said you are one of my favorite tumblrs I mean they aint wrong though bby

Anonymous said: JUST WANTED TO SAY ILYILYILY AND I HOPE THAT THE NEW DECADE IS TREATING YOU WELL EVEN THO WE ONLY FOUR DAYS IN. ILY, STAY HEALTHY, LOVE YOURSELF. k bye 🥺🤍🕊🥰

[tayegi]

Hey Lu! I'm sorry you have to deal with such bullshit, like you are an amazing writer and hearing that your work is being stolen really breaks my heart. Props to you for being nice the first time around, because as someone that's dabbling in writing myself, i might've lost my shit the first time around if i saw my work being stolen

Anonymous said:Honestly I admire you so much for not deleting everything you have ever written because of people like the wattpad author.... that’s fucking crazy.

Anonymous said:Hey Lu, I've never sent you a message because you're already inundated with so many. But I wanted to send some support after what happened with that anencephalic rat who blatantly plagiarized your work. I'm a TA in my uni's computer science department and I posted some of my code online as a reference for my students in lab, until one student pulled all my code from github and submitted it as their own. Safe to say I don't provide code samples anymore. (1)

Anonymous said:Whatever you decide to do with your writing from now on, I just want to say I really enjoy all your work and I'm so sorry that you had your work stolen like this. Looooove you (hehe love LU) (2)

Anonymous said:Hey Lu, I’ve always been a quiet follower of yours, but after this plagiarism incident, I had to send something. I’m sorry you have to deal with ignorant and immature people like her. I legit understand why you would want to stop writing after something like this. You gave her a warning and she’s just not understanding how polite you’ve been about it (imagine once she gets to college, yikes). Anyways, we’re always here to love and support you. We can get through this!!! ❤️❤️❤️

peachyguki said:This is so bs. People dont understand that THIS IS ILLEGAL. SUCH DUMBASSES. I feel so fucking bad for you Lu...jfc she better comprehend what she did was wrong.

taebunsuga said:Fuuccckkk I knew it abt the plagiarizing thing but I wasn’t sure,, I was reading Pour Up and thought it seemed awfully familiar and was like is this new rules, but then thought maybe I was just reading a fic, but then she mentioned the office hoes theme part and I’m like shit omi this is new rules and then next thing I asked her abt it and so she posts this whole ass chapter abt how her plagiarism wasn’t intentional 🤧🤧💀💀

Anonymous said:This! Entire! Situation! Is! Whack! Srsly she's so dumb thinking she wouldn't face repercussions at some point. If it means anything tho her writing isn't great and I think it's safe to say we all know you're superior here. I really hope this gets sorted out and she faces some type of consequences

Anonymous said:There's nothing I hate more than a theif and I'm so sorry you have to experience this.

lucielux said:I wasn't on tumblr much today so I just saw this whole plagiarism thing and I'm soooo sorry this is happening to you :( idgaf if I can't report her for ripping off your fic, I'm reporting her for hate or something else then but Wattpad won't stop me from reporting her this is just not okay fam. Anyway hope you're okay girl ❤️

lucielux said:Lu I know you're off the internet for today, but just in case this is still an issue when you come back, when you report for hate Wattpad will send you an email asking you to complete a form. In the form you should include what point of the "Code of Conduct" was violated, and one of them is "Don't share stories that aren't yours". SO what I'm getting at is y'all can't repot plagiarism but you can repot for hate and then add that plagiarism happened. In any case, hope you're feeling better 💖

Anonymous said:I'm so sorry Lu. You definitely don't deserve this shit. She's being two faced and doesn't understand consequences. Honestly, I don't think she will understand unless you file a formal complaint. Her behaviour is shameful to say it lightly.... All my love you Lu!! I hope this bullshit ends soon.

Anonymous said:I don't get why people want her to send them the pdf files of her rip off??? why don't thy just like, read the original one here??? Instead of supporting plagiarism??? like what

Anonymous said:how is she so dedicated to plagiarizing, willing to send pdfs'? rather than spending time just trying to write herself.. 🤷‍♀️

Anonymous said:why don't you do the same? send us all pdf files of your writing and let's see if she'll continue to write "her original story" HA! her fans will realize that she's not so innocent and original when in a few weeks she still doesn't have any more additions to "her story"

Anonymous said:It looks like people don't like going back on their opinions, like: I like this author and I'll keep liking it no matter what, oh look she was accused of of plagiarism, but i said I like her I can't go back, I won't even see the original story, I'm just gonna say I don't believe in it" IT'S OK, to like an author and then if this author do shit you can and SHOULD be disappointed and stop supporting this bad thing they done, this actually apply to any artist,actor,musician+

latebloomer19

submitted:

I’m so sad and angry at the same time that the plot was originally yours and it was plagiarized by this author on wattpad. Honestly that became my fave fic tho because of the girl mc’s attitude and character. Now that I have found the real author I’m going to support the story so much💕💕💕 I downloaded the tumblr app just because I want to read your other fics hahaha 💕💕💕

littlekookieboy said:Omg I’m so outraged and the fact she’s trying to play victim with everything is even worse! I really hope she gets reported and she learns not to do plagiarism anymore. Seriously ur one the first writers I’ve ever read from here and seeing as how she has the audacity to do something like this is disgusting. Anyways I hope all goes well!!!!

canadiankae said:smh kids these days. I am actually astounded at her stupidity for announcing that she straight up stole your work and then tried to play victim. She'll get what's coming to her when she forgets to source for her assignments in school... then try to say she came up with it lol. If she keeps it up we'll help you take care of it. No way i'm letting my favorite writer go through this again

Anonymous said:im rly sorry all of this is happening to you. i wish i could do something to make u feel better and reassure you that we all care about you and hate seeing people do this shit to you. big hugs

Anonymous said:Lu, have you ever tried any online plagiarism check? I think it would be fun if you showed her the 99% similarity with New Rules. But I don't get it. Doesn't she feel embarrassed? I think its so sad.

Anonymous said:hoenstly the whole 'i spent hours on it tho' bs shes trying to pull is so annoying cause like if you were really willing to spend that much time plagiarizing someone elses work, why couldn't you have just written your own stuff during that time??? i just ugh im like mad for you if that makes any sense just urgghh

Anonymous said:I'm sorry you're having to deal with this shit. You are much more talented and well thought out than someone who cant think of their own ideas. and I've genuinely loved a lot of your fics. New rules is an amazing story that I always check for updates on and I love what you try to convey through your stories. It's disgusting that someone would do that to your work but I just want to remind you how appreciated your work is by actual fans. Love you!!!! I hope you feel better!

Anonymous said:Tbh i am so sorry that you have to deal with this situation now... you deserve so much better. I hope this thing ends quickly before upsetting you any further..

Anonymous said:Do it, file the report. If you don't you're letting her win. She has to learn her lesson and realize that she's in the wrong

Anonymous said:Ah! I sent the whole pour up ordeal and i’m so sorry i mistyped and put Tumblr instead of Wattpad because I was rushing to let you know! I’m glad it’s sorted because I became so angry that she plagiarised your work so blatantly! 💜

tywriteskpop said:I hope this thievery issue is resolved soon! I know I’d be devastated if my hard work was taken like that. Hopefully all of the support from your readers and many others will help convince her she is in the wrong. Please don’t stress too much about it. 🙏🏻 You have many people backing you up on this, and the option to report her for plagiarism is there when you’re ready, should she not cooperate. I wish many blessings to you, friend.

Anonymous said:Ok but like plagiarism on Wattpad is such a problem??? I’m sorry that you’re dealing with this rn 💕💕💕

sheridandwyer said:I am so sorry to hear that you're going through this! As a fellow writer, it breaks my heart to see a story that you've worked your ass off to craft and make original just stolen like this! I will DEFINITELY be leaving a comment venting my frustrations)in a respectful way, of course.) We've got your back and your followers will fight for you. Please know you're not in this fight alone!

Anonymous said:Lu! I'm so sorry about this whole problem! I went on wattpad to see the story and your comment is there. I cannot even fathom how much you work for your fics, but I do know how much it means to you. We will help you out any way we can and take that story down. It's not acceptable this person continues to get credit fot it. We love you, Lu!

Anonymous said:hey hon!!! i read her story before reading yours (after finding out her irresponsible actions) & i really want to say, yours is wayyyyyy better

acucarebiscoito said:Omg Lu this wattpad plagiarism thing is really annoying, what can we do to help? I love your work and I'm so angry and sad that they are disrespecting you this way ):

awkward-kooks said:Oh babe :( people are awful, stealing works is exactly why I'm scared to write on sns :/ hope they come to the realization that what they're doing is wrong and remove the story.

thank you guys so much for all of your love and support. Seriously, without you guys, I wouldve been so upset and frustrated right now. But it’s only because of this incredible outpouring of love and all of your support in talking to her, reporting her, etc. that we’ve gotten through this. And all of your suggestions are so hilarious and creative! I cracked up reading this alsjdfklsdfj i love you guys so much

[aquagustd]

i’m honestly considering throwing my phone and myself out the window…

i had just spent over 30 minutes writing all my thoughts on part 9.3 of hie and i wrote soooooo much and guess what i did…

my dumbass literally deleted it by closing the app out and swiping up while i was going in between my notes app and tumblr because i had so much to say that i had to write my thoughts in there 😭

i’m so done rn. my heart sunk when i did that because i didn’t realize that i did till a few seconds later because i was frozen. i did not wanna believe i did that.

i was almost done writing too. and since i wrote so much, i can’t even rewrite it. i forgot most of what i said now. 😭

i’m just gonna start writing in my notes now and then just copy and paste onto here. i’m not risking this happening again because this has also happened so many times before too 🥲

i have so much to say so i’m gonna keep it short and simple. all i’m gonna say is that 9.3 was so amazing. so much happened. some scenes were so cute. especially when they were all having dinner with each other. they were so happy. i loved how jk and yoongi were joking around with each other. the tension between jk and oc. got me blushing. “would you two kiss and get it over with already” 👀 but i will not overlook how he called taehyung her baby daddy and saying that oc wanted to be in sora’s place 🤨 the audacity. speaking of taehyung—why did mans think he could just call oc and not expect her to bring to the fact that he’s been ignoring her when he asked why she didn’t go say hi to him 😭? and sora cheating…not surprised. but oc and jungkook bickering at night got me smiling so hard for no reason tho. the eye contact…holding hands…foreheads touching…goosebumps…heart beating so fast. “what’s this feeling?”. and then both just hugging and admiring their son together is so 💔 my heart. junho was so cute too. so many cute scenes with him. he’s so precious.

but what i’m thinking about the most is the “you’re remembering who he was, and he seems to be too” i wish i was good with words and explaining my thoughts so i could talk about this 😭

but part 9.3 was probably my favorite part so far. it was so funny too. the scenes between yoongi and oc 💀 lmfao yoongi drank oc’s breast milk? yuri closing oc’s mouth and saying oc was drooling over jungkook. i cannot. and yoongi saying “i would’ve been on my knees if that happened to me” i was dying. it’s even more funny imagining it.

i’m still crying about me deleting all that…

thank you for updating!!!

-🌷

omg i’m so sorry that happened 😭 & thank you for taking the time to write it all out again 🥺

yeah we all have a love hate relationship with the oc & jk ship 🫣 they’re so cute at times and then he goes and says dumb shit like tae is her sugar daddy 💀

i know it was all so cute bc of junho and them cooing over him as he slept :(

lmaoooooo yeah yoongi accidentally drank oc’s milk 💀 it’s so funny lmao i have to write that drabble for you guys so we all can laugh about it.

tysm for reading bb <3

[selfcareparker]

i’m sorry, that was so bad 😭 i had a really really good time! the group i was with was amazing, they were sometimes dumb & inconsiderate, but that was only for one night, the rest of the time they were very nice and i miss them lol. i had a bit of a social media break too, like my notifications were turned off (not off but ya know how you have an option to see what the notification is right away, yea that was off so if i got an instagram notification, it would just say notification) but i mostly turned them off so that they wouldn’t know who i followed on instagram AND DEFINITELY NOT TUMBLR LMAOO they were a christian group & someeee of them were conservative but we all swear so. i’m not sure how.. conservative though…

we helped really good people!! which was amazing! we (i say we, i helped at the end kind of) we built a deck! and we had to stain a whole porch AND ramp!! it was soo fun, like i got to mix cement??? and i was putting my hands all in it- it was so cool. our residents were so kind and generous like oh my gosh, so we’re planning a fundraiser (a car wash i think) to raise money for them and to send it to them :)

okay now for the good part, THIS GUY HAHHA I LIKE HIM- well ok “like” is an exaggeration, i have a crush but i wouldn’t date him? bc i don’t have a chance BUT only cuz i’m 15 and he’s 18 so it’s a fantasy 🙃 i meann i don’t care if he doesn’t LOL but yea he’s a sweetheart and i’m friends with his (twin) sister so i’m just a friend to him BC IM 15 (and i don’t know if he likes black girls lol)

but that was my week!!!!!!! how are youuu😩 // lovely anon (you can change the tag if you want!! i think it’s iconic but my name could be too :))

Ooohhh I’m glad they were (mostly) cool!! Will you see them again? And girlll it’s been years since i’ve gotten an Instagram notification i turned them off so long ago and sometimes i just delete the whole app lol so I get that!! And yeah i’m happy you didn’t have my notifs on because last week was a LOT (also a lot of non conservative stuff lmao)(i mean i hope you never have the notifications for my blog on cause 💀 i talk so much shit on here. But i think you‘ve said you had them on in the past so idk sjsjsh)

Alsjsksk that all sounds so cool!! And for a good cause too 😌😌

Awww there’s nothing wrong with an innocent crush tho🥰 but yeah 15 and 18 would be a bit...

But you said it yourself so!! But yeah if he was (like romantically or sexually) interested in you it would be a bit.... 🚩🚩🚩 (i mean liking you is a total green flag cause you‘re amazing BUT not with that age difference.. i mean 3 years is fine at some point but not for 15 and 18 but obviously i don‘t know him— and tbh i thought you were like 16/17 anyway from your asks but i don‘t know any other 15 year olds to compare you to so i couldn’t say much about that? But yeah i mean you literally said that it‘s just a fantasy so sudldjdjsj just wanted to look out for you 😌💖 but you literally just said the same thing so i‘ll shut up now

And if he doesn‘t like black girls he doesn‘t deserve a single second of your time 🥰

I‘ll still put lovely anon? Cause it is iconic (so is your name tho so hmm)

I‘m good lol nothing special. I just have 2 and a half weeks of uni left for this semester which is a relief but also... what am i gonna be doing all day during the holidays?? I have no idea. I mean I can focus on finally getting my driver‘s licence (omg it just started POURING down rain and the wind is super loud and now there‘s lightning okay mother nature i see you—). But with the new covid variants idk if i‘ll be able to go anywhere :( (like i probably won’t be able to visit my family in england OR bosnia/croatia and tbh i probably won‘t be able to (safely) go anywhere else either really? Idk all the restrictions are changing so rapidly so). But the England v Germany (⚽️) game is about to start and honestly it‘s quite convenient cause i‘ll be happy no matter who wins wjsldjsj (i‘m hoping germany will win tho)

[skydemonizark]

bud, where are you cherrypicking your threads. Last Week Tonight thebibliosphere tumblr com/post/65185567973 "This episode of LWT in its entirety is still available on the HBO app, as always. The highlight reel was posted to YouTube, as always. That is the only part HBO uploaded to YT, as always. It is very common for people to upload other portions to YT and have them quickly removed for copyright, regardless of episode content. This REEKS of “Jews control the media” and is deeply antisemitic."

The link you sent me led to "post not found" so I think the person must of deleted it, or you missed some of the url when you copied it. So I'm gonna have to respond based on what you quoted and my vague memory of the post I reblogged (I have awful memory sorry...)

(also quick disclaimer if I use the wrong, or even offensive, names or terms for things I am deeply sorry, I have a serious issue with recalling words, or names, I'll even fail to recall my best friend of 10 years name, and recently had to think for a bit to remember my own birthday)

So I know Very little about how HBO works since I never watch their stuff, and only know one person who has a subscription to them, and did not actually know LWT was by them. And tbh the only time I have ever seen an episode was when they've been emmbedded into a tumblr post (I'm one of those people who get most of my news from tumblr, not the best thing I know), which was first uploaded to YouTube so I thought thats just what they did with that show, but I guess it makes sense they don't...

But my take away wasn't that the post was claiming that "Jews control the media" but that the powers that be want to make people think the Israeli peoples occupation and "culling" (is that the right word? I don't know) of the Palestine people is a balanced fight where neither are in the right or the wrong since our shitty government is funding the Israeli's effort so don't want the American people to realize how messed up that is.

so basically I thought it was trying to say the American government controls the media, which I would not be shocked to learn that it does.

Tho if that post IS being anti-Semitic and I'm just too ignorant of the world, and confused about things cause of my awful memory (as in I had completely forgotten that Israel was connected to the Jewish people till I read this ask even tho I should have known), then I apologize for reblogging it and I'll probably make similar mistakes again. I hope this doesn't lead people to think I am anti-semitic, or bigoted in a conscious way (since considering I'm a very privilaged white person I'm sure I have a lot of internalized shit I don't even know about)

And I do hope anytime I mess up in the future there will at least be one person who cares enough to inform me so I can learn to do better. And thank you for showing me this other perspective on the matter!

[pasteldollesque]

darling i haven’t meant to ignore you this week. the messages aren’t working??? i can’t go on your page and send you any messages either. pls help...i’ve had so much to tell you!! i’m gonna try deleting the app again..let’s see what happens

omg i am having the same problem with my sister??? i can't message her since yesterday it's driving me nuts.... i think tumblr's at it again... i'm happy ur back tho!!!! it's working again!!!! ILY u make me so happy welcome back 💞💕❤️💖💓💞

[whenittt]

good lord, trying to think while my dad is driving like a bat out of hell just because and my dog trying to get comfortable and my headphones not being loud enough to block out everything- honestly i don't recommend it. it's cool i came across your tumblr because for a while i had been checking it more often than i'd like to admit. when i found out i worked with Ciara actually. and i thought i worked with you. turns out there's more than one Justin Green in the world. although there's only one you? which is confusing. fuck, whatever. i deleted the tumblr app. i sorta stopped using other people's twitters to creep on you. mainly because i knew you didn't tweet how you felt. when you'd post pictures of her, i always thought it was weird because you never had shown me off like that. it wasn't like you were showing her off either just stating she was there. i don't know. maybe it's not that deep and i'm just a headass. she posted some pictures of you on your birthday and Monique, my best friend in the entire worlds of worlds told me it was supposed to be me. that she saw me with you in that atmosphere. i didn't really think anything about it. i guess because i've forced myself to be alone. i wish i could tell you all about how things ended with Eric but i don't remember. i blocked it out. i don't write anymore. i shove everything under my bed. i lock it, set it on fire and leave it there. until my hormones switch up and then i get sad and remember things again. i'd like to say i'm content but i think i'm just good at hiding now. hiding how i feel, what i'm thinking. it's become a routine. whether that be healthy or not it's just sorta how it is you know? as for you, today i wanted you with me. i want you to find time to visit me. Oklahoma is full of possible adventures, some of course id like to take alone. some i need to take alone. others with company. you mainly. because you're usually the one i think about when i'm up here. since it's not like you. you're so into these other types of cities and community life. i can find something beautiful no matter where i go. that's why i would want you with me. id point it out. things you might never have noticed before. i could just see it happening and that's what is difficult. i don't know if it ever will. i can't even bring myself to watch Comet anymore. Or One Day?? i think that's the movie. see, like i said. i block shit out. i avoid it all. it's not like me. i don't let my emotions feel anymore. i've let most of them turn to anger. it's very confusing. i think i'm growing up. or growing away. i don't know. i'm not lost though. i'm just traveling. you though you're lost. you know that. when you have ties within people, deep ties and surface ones they clash. because within you, you want the surface one. the one you've formed attachments to. the sleeping together, staying the night. the sex. the adventures and the time!!!! oh the time. it's very different though as hard as you try to form that chemical bond, the connection the whatever the hell you and i had it'll never happen. how? no clue. it just won't. you can walk the face of this earth looking for me in anyone and everyone just like i did you. nothing, don't waste your time. maybe you need her. maybe you don't. right now you're with her. physically and just in a situationship. i can't tell you how many times i've looked at her twitter, or her herself and asked myself why. why her. but then i sat back and asked why Eric just like i'm sure you have. we both have literally been through the same exact thing. finally being with other people. understanding the connection will never be there, somehow staying with them anyway. i know you won't leave her. not anytime soon. you can't. do you know how many attachments and memories that is? you do now. so please try to understand how i felt, last summer when i told you i didn't know what i felt. that's you right now, leaving her in the next two days. texting me and texting her. kissing me but missing her. it's very confusing. that's why i'm not mad or upset with you. i can't be. because i sat there and i was SO torn last summer after i drove off. don't make the mistake i did. don't leave just because i'm here. don't break something that isn't meant to be broken. i know you may feel compelled to. of course i'd love it if you did. but you'd need time. just like i still need time to be alone. you can't just jump ties to ties. life doesn't exactly work that way. you sure did snatch my soul, but i have that hoe back. i've become more in tune with me. i haven't lost you, but i have? in a way. i know this is sorta contradicting. i have a feeling we won't be talking much longer. that you'll realize youll stay with her. and somehow you'll find your way back. for the next two years i'll be in Oklahoma. for the next 39 days though i'll be in Texas. i'm going to go out of my way one time, one time with my best friend and try and see you. not going to say where or how. (oh also one time i drove to the skate park when i was at Cabellas and i didn't see u and i was like hell ya) anyway. Monique and i are gonna go together. if i see you at this place, then i'm meant to you. if i don't then i'm not meant to see you. fuck ok that's crazy as hell. i don't know if i'll go through with it Justin. lmao it's crazy. i go out of my way for you an get all anxious and nerdy. this time though i'm not confused. i understand where you're coming from. i understand when you go back to blocking me. i understand an it's something you have to feel and experience. who am i to take that from you? to ask you to do something i want you to do? i won't. i can't? what the hell thats rude. i just want you to continue your journey. whatever i end up, wherever i end up with you i just can't shake the feeling it's not now. that you'll come back to tumblr and tell me you can't talk to me anymore. and i'm going to say okay and let that be. because you don't need to feel so torn inside. don't leave her and expect to jump into it with me if you do that. give yourself time. let yourself have space. most importantly look yourself in the mirror and be true to you. really, look at yourself and just think. just stand there and think about anything and everything. it's scary and intimidating tho. fyi.

[sanzoumon]

Not that anyone cares but I think I’m gonna delete the Tumblr app and just sorta stay off the site for a while.

This place is just truly awful for a multitude of reasons. Originally I was only staying here to try and promote my comic but it’s not like that panned out well.

I think I’m just here still cuz I’m that fucking bored. Nothing exciting, in the good way, ever happens on this site anyway. The only downside to leaving would be if no longer have an easy pool of terribad art to posts on KF to make fun of (it’s stress relief for me, a constant reminder that if shitty people who call themselves artists can have followers then I’ll sure as hell be okay once people decide to have standards again instead of just liking woke eye-raping art). And even now I mostly just lurk there anyway. And for as mean as those guys can get, they’re still way nicer (well most of them) than the average chucklefuck on this site.

Hmmm... but on the other hand, I also hate giving up ground to said chucklefucks on principle. It just reminds me of when I was young and timid and let myself be walked all over by bullies and assholes.

At any rate, a break wouldn’t hurt. One less distraction is always better. If I decide to leave for good I’ll announce it. Tho I’m sure like usual I’ll crawl back here like a battered spouse.